Old friend or no friend?

I had an interesting conversation today. It was regarding friendships. My real friendships have always meant a lot to me. By real, I mean it is not a passing phase, a person that will always be close to my heart, I know that sounds cheesy as hell, but it is true. A person that no matter how much time goes by between conversations, you still feel the same about and vice versa. A person that knows and understands life is constantly moving and doesn't fault you for not visiting or calling.

I only have a handful of real friends. No matter how many friends you have, it still sucks to realize that someone whose friendship you always held close does not feel the same way. One would think you would have to be a little on the slow side to have that happen, but I like to think I am not slow... Occasionally ditzy but not slow. I truly value my friends and hope they realize this because I know I do not always voice it.